Thoughts Unbound
How can I say
what I want to say,
need to say.
Digging deep,
unearthing feelings.
HIDDEN.
LOST.
Beneath the facade.
On my own.
Knee-high in the dark.
Swirling, surrounding.
Confusing my mind.
I'm swept away,
my feet immobile.
I say I don't know
how I feel,
what I think about things.
To express them would be..
SUICIDE.
Yet I want to
tell all, everything.
Fear of a loss.
Pulling back the reigns....
I have to stop..
In my mind.
HAPPY.
Little Anger.
DEPRESSION.
Yes. NO.
Tyrannical indecision.
No idea what to say.
How to say it.
But I've got to. HAVE TO.
Just let it be known.
What am I thinking?
Why?
Overwhelming pressure.
Coming from myself,
placed on myself.
ME.
MYSELF.
JUST I.
So unnecessary.
Problematic. Persistent.
My mind is too dark.
My love has my heart.
An abyss too deep
no end can be found.
These are thoughts unbound...